Journal 17

One time when I was looking for Christmas trees, I was really looking forward to picking one. I wanted a really big tree and I was really looking forward to finding the biggest one there. We were going to Greenview to go and pick out a tree. Anyway, I was really excited to see what was in store for me at the Christmas tree place. When we were going around trying to pick out a tree, we ended up finding one, but that was not the one that I wanted. I had found a tree that I do not even think that would of been able to fit in our house. So we had a little argument over which tree we should get. Of course, me and my family waited until the last second to find a tree and it was really cold outside. This incident happened about a five years ago, and it was the dead of winter. There was snow on the ground and it felt like it was negative ten degrees outside. My mom does not do well in the cold weather. She loves the warm weather but she hates the cold weather. So my mom is getting very angry with me because everyone else wanted to get the other tree. For me it felt I had feelings for it. I do not know why it was not a very special tree. It was just like all the other trees there. I look back at this situation and I see how stupid it was of me to go and try to get this tree. It ended up that we did not get my tree and I was crying the home way home. I do not know if I was crying, but I was whimpering. I hated my parents at the time but then I realized that it was not a big deal at all. I do not know if I had gotten enough sleep the night before but I do not know what was going on throughout my day.